The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’d send a postcard to you, dear
‘Cause I wish you were here
I’ll watch the night turn light-blue
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn’t so bad
‘Til I look at my hands and feel sad
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
‘Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone, I don’t feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I’ll think of you tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
@owlcity
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I did cry, over and over, repeating this song in my head for the past 3 days. It felt so damn sad and desperate knowing that you’re about an inch away to lose someone you dearly love for some stupidity you’d done. Things you didn’t even mean to do, but just happened unconciously. Pretty miserable to hurt someone that too precious to have lived in your heart. And it surely hurts when you can only stare at the spaces between your fingers, and find nothing but emptiness.
Enough. I quit being a selfish bitch. Resignation letter is officially written and approved.
So long Bitch!! Don’t even want to smell your skin.
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